I Know Its Over

His voice wraps around my soul and grasps tight leaving me breathless.

If only he came back to me.

With his angelic eyes filled with such sorrow it left you bruised.

He had a drug to kill every pain but silence.

He pushed away the person who would’ve saved him.

But I guess that was the mistake,

thinking he would want to be saved.

I tried,

Goddamn did I try. 

For a Friend

Things never seem to go your way.
People come and go and never seem stay.
They tell you it will all be okay,
But what do they know anyway?

My friend, the future may seem black,
As the tears and pain you pushed so far down comes back.
When things get heavy I will help pick up the slack.
Please don’t think of the things you lack.

When you are screaming but no one seems to hear,
And your life is nothing but a nightmare,
Know that although I am thousands of miles away, I am near. 
I may not be much but I will always be here.

When you feel like you just can’t take anymore,
Thats what I am here for.
I promise you can do so more,
And you will win this war.

The Boy With Hazel Eyes

The void you left will never be filled.
The hole in my heart I let you crawl into. 
I tell myself I am strong this time,
But each time you rip a bigger piece out.
I am left with these scraps of my heart.
I lay in the dark and feel the hollow beats of what is left.
Next time there will nothing left except a memory of what used to be.
Then will you be satisfied? 
You will forever be known as the boy who stole my heart,
Then tore it to shreds