Noelle on Sexuality

     So. Something has been bothering me lately. Well not really bothering but causing a lot of thought. What is sexuality? No not the exact definition form the dictionary nerd, I mean really what is it? Sometimes to me saying that you only like one gender or type is like saying you only like the blue m&ms. I feel like it’s not really something you can slap a label on though people try to convince themselves otherwise. Now this may be me but I hope it makes sense. I for example haven’t been attracted to a female before. I mean yeah I think Angelina Jolie is hot but I don’t connect with her deeper than that if it makes sense. But someone could change that ya know? I have only dated a guy in 5th grade and that’s all the experience I have had with guys. (we hugged like once and that is about the farthest I’ve gone). It may just be my teenager showing but sexuality is such a confusing statement. I’m curious if others feel the same. I think pansexual seems to be the most accurate term to identify it in my eyes. Where one is gender blind and feels with the heart.